Thursday, February 18, 2010

i got so much funky shit inside my head

i just want to curl up and hide from myself. i find myself in a viscous unhealthy cycle on the need to look like a supermodel or unnatural skinny girls. i see other girls who are healthy and normal looking and i think wow they look great, but a normal/curvy weight on myself? i'm just not content or comfortable with that. any advice on how to come to peace with myself?
nighty night >.<
plus love the hair.


  1. hey girl, sorry i've been mia - exams and vacays have been consuming my life for a little while. also, thanks for taking the time to enter my giveaway :) honestly, weight is something that always fluctuates. sometimes we gain, sometimes we lose. being confident in your body takes some time to learn, but once you've figured out how to dress your body, how to fit your personality into your body; you'll realize that being thin isn't all that great. im being serious ! being thin isnt the only way to look good. i think curves are always better. i speak on my behalf too - i'm def not the thinnest girl out there, but the curves make me who i am :)

    xx lue

  2. unfortunately, i don't think that ever goes away...the way i deal with it is feeling good...not feeling good about the way i look...but feeling good physically and mentally, i eat super crazy healthy, i workout regularly, i spend time body feels better when i am kind to myself and believe it or not that's what works for me...

    now, i love my actresses and models skinny, but curves are freaking sexy, being stick thin is overrated besides clothes look so much better on a figure with some hips. i'm with lue, find designers and clothes that fit you perfectly and work for your body.

    cheer up, you're hot!!!

  3. its strange because in the industry it seems like everyone is teeny tiny but its all about finding what looks good on you :)

  4. love this ed-just smile and wear something you love! xo

  5. U only need smile... Smile the most pleasure...


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